ordo amoris

"   For a year after that was done to me I wept every day at the same hour and for the same space of time. That is not such a tragic thing as possibly it sounds to you. To those who are in prison tears are a part of every day’s experience. A day in prison on which one does not weep is a day on which one’s heart is hard, not a day on which one’s heart is happy.   "

"   I toga dana sam okrenuo leđa, lagano, kao da me nije bilo briga, a riječi kao bujice najhladnije rijeke buktale su divlje iz srca, i zaustavljale se u grlu. Nisam čekao kraj, on je čekao mene. U tom trenutku još jednom sam zaboravio zaboraviti da ništa nije važno.   "